“I Don’t Know” by Lisa Hannigan

Last day of 2018. The eve of a new year, of new starts, of saying goodbye to what’s come before, and of new year resolutions. I’ve taken quite a few years off from the resolution disappointment carousal, but this year I’m choosing to hop back on. I’m choosing the giraffe. He doesn’t go up and down, no, he’s stationary, while the merry-go-round goes round and round. As a young girl, the giraffe was my favorite. The only one I felt safe on. I’d throw my arms around his neck and hold on for dear life, a plastered smile on my face, while my insides spun and shook. I’ve always had trouble with circles. Spinning gives me vertigo.

But I am always spinning. We all are. As the world turns I look for something to hold on to as that old familiar giraffe is long gone. Or perhaps still standing still while spinning around every day at Knott’s Berry Farm (where I first met my safety giraffe).

Music is my giraffe. My stability in the chaos. That thing I throw my arms around, holding on for dear life. One of my resolutions in this almost here new year is to hang on tight to music and to let myself trust other places, and people, for safety. To try to throw my arms around love, and who I love, trusting in it the same way I trusted that steadfast giraffe, and all the music I discover, and love.

“I Don’t Know” by Lisa Hannigan
from the album, Sea Saw (2008)
Song of the Day

“I don’t know what you smoke,
or what countries you’ve been to,
if you speak any other languages other than your own.
I’d like to meet you.

I don’t know if you drive,
if you love the ground beneath you.
I don’t know if you write letters,
or you panic on the phone.
I’d like to call you.

All the same,
if you want to,
I am game.”

“I Don’t Know” reminds me of first meeting my boyfriend. When we first “met” (before meeting “in-person”) we’d text back-and-forth, tradings songs, and stories, giving away tiny details of who we are, or who we wanted to be, to each other. At the time there was so much to learn about each other, but despite all the unknown, I very quickly knew I was game. That I wanted to be an us with him.

There are still stories to tell and things to learn about each other. I like to believe there always will be. That we have the rest of our lives to learn everything there is to know about each other.

Here’s to the upcoming year. Here’s to our first “new year’s eve” together. Here’s to not dropping the ball on my resolutions. And here’s to that steadfast giraffe, and all the music I love. Happy (almost) new year’s everyone.

“I Don’t Know” (live) by Lisa Hannigan

“I Don’t Know” is the 5th track on Lisa Hannigan’s 2008 album, Sea Saw.

Sea Sew is Lisa Hannigan’s solo debut album. It was released in Ireland in September of 2008, before its worldwide release, later in the year.

Though never officially released as a single, “I Don’t Know” was featured as a free single of the week by iTunes UK, in 2009.”

Sea Sew was recorded in a cold barn in the Irish countryside.

Sea Saw Lisa Hannigan

The album was produced by Jason Boshoff, in one of Lisa’s friends’ studio over the course of a fortnight. He produced, recorded, and mixed the whole album, including the track “I Don’t Know”.

Lisa chose the album title Sea Sew because of the number of references to the sea in the lyrics of most of the songs on Sea Sew.

Lisa Hannigan is an Irish singer, songwriter, and musician. She started her career in music as a member of Damien Rice’s band, which is the first place I discovered her voice, and singing-sensibilities. Lisa has received award nominations both in Ireland and the US.

Lisa Hannigan Songs

 

 

 

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