So much to lose :: video of the day

Fear (live) :: Sarah McLachlan

The weather is cold, colder than this part of California usually delivers, and my bones even feels the chill. Sometimes my reflective nature brings with it too much sadness, and my soul even feels the chill. This song, and this performance, is a musical and lyrical reflection of this kind of cold, and that kind of sad. My insides do not always make sense to me, just like this kind of unexpected weather, emotions coming like a whirlwind, without my permission, threatening to blow me right away.

And with it comes the fear of who I could become, and who I may have always been.